Pain

Chronic pain (physical or mental) leads to depression. People getting out of such a depression by either living a lie or not living at all. There is no way a person can lead a normal life after getting out of such a depression.

Maksad

Bahut socha ki jindagi ka maksad kya hai... Bahut khoja kitaabon mein ki jindagi ka maksad kya hai... Bahut suna logon se bhi ki jindagi ka maksad kya hai... Aakhir mein pata chala ki jindagi ko bhi nahi pata ki jindagi ka maksad kya hai

Maine ab hai jeena seekh liya

"Der lagi lekin
Maine ab hai jeena seekh liya
Jaise bhi ho din
Maine ab hai jeena seekh liya
Ab maine
Yeh jaana hai, khushi hai kya, gumm kya
Dono hi, do pal ki hai ruttein
Na yeh thehre na rukey
Zindagi do rangon se bane
Ab roothe ab maane
Yehi toh hai, yehi toh hai, yahaan

Der lagi lekin
Maine ab hai jeena seekh liya
Aansuon ke bin
Maine ab hai jeena seekh liya
Ab maine
Yeh jaana hai kise kahoon apna
Hai koi, jo yeh mujhse keh gaya
Yeh kahan tu reh gaya
Zindagi toh hai jaise karvaan
Tu hai tanha kab yahan
Sabhi toh hai, sabhi toh hai yahaan

Koi sunaaye joh hassti muskaraati kahani
Kehta hai dil, main bhi sunu
Aansu bhi moti ho jo kisi ke nishaani
Kehta hai dil main bhi chunu
Baahein dil ki ho baahon mein chalta
Chalun yunhi raahon mein
Bus yunhi, ab yahan, kab wahan

Der lagi lekin
Maine ab hai jeena seekh liya
Aansuon ke bin
Maine ab hai jeena seekh liya

Hai koi, jo yeh mujhse keh gaya
Yeh kahan tu reh gaya
Zindagi, toh hai jaise karvaan
Tu hai tanha kab yahan
Sabhi toh hai, sabhi toh hai yahaan
(sabhi toh hai, sabhi toh hai yahaan)"

Singhasan khaali karo ke janta aati hai !

I am completely with the current protests going on in India currently. But, the most important thing which has been taking my time is this – When the current protests end, what will happen?

Frankly speaking, I don’t know the answer to this question. There are multiple paths along which the future may unfold. There can be a situation where the ruling party somehow does a good damage control and capitalizes on its politics to come back to power and punish all those who protested against it. There can be a situation where the ruling party misleads everyone regarding accepting the demands of the protesters at election time to return to power. The ruling party can also come back to power and implement the changes being demanded by the protesters (which seems highly unlikely after seeing the track record of the current government in fulfilling such demands – Telangana issue). There is also the possibility of the opposition party coming back to power. BJP is being provided ample chances to capitalize on the situation and to benefit from it. However, due to lack of internal strength and coordination in the party, the party can easily be misguided. It is a possibility that BJP comes out as a stronger party after these protests and fulfils the demands of the protesters. It is also a possibility that the BJP, due to their inherent weaknesses, lose out on this opportunity to return to power. There is also one other possibility of everything turning violent – The moment things turn violent due to any reason, political parties will be the victors and will easily crush every flame of protest.

The above possibilities were on the political front. The future of the general Indian populace will be quite stark. With the current movement in place, a new public opinion is being created. The public mood of people from all genre is now becoming more vocal against corruption. There is a slight chance that the people might forget the corruption issues while voting (my assumption for this is because of the famous lines from the era of Julius Caesar, “The pulpit is fickle minded”). Irrespective of this, in general, people will apportion a fraction of their time towards thinking about the issue of corruption while voting. This will also have a multiple effect – This protest can have the trickle-down effect in the minds of the people leading them to think seriously and practically about the core issues of social & economic development while electing their representatives.

Complicated

I Love you..... I cant say that .... I always have to stay mute !!! The one whom i loved immensly thought i was a weird person .... but i love you more than her ... still i cant say that to you !!!
Life is unfair if i say it so ... but it might be fair to prohibit me from saying so ... I dont know ... I only want to lie by your locks and realx in the sun on the beach so that we can jst kiss each other to feel comfortable !!!

Rebirth

I have realized that there are different kind of people and all need to have a life suited according to their personality. I know who i am and what is my purpose in life ... Mar 27, 2011. Will write on the status of me getting back to my true self in a week

Scared

Scared for the first time about dying ....